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Thursday, 6 October 2011

I need some feminine touch.....


Widad.....
 I have 3 siblings, 2 girls and a boy......(of course lar now tak panggil girls and boy pasal dah besar panjang). When he was a toddler, my little brother suka pakai my sister's gown sampai jiran2 ingat he is a girl and ada jugak yang risau-risau takut dia jadi feminine sket. Well, it doesn't work that way since me and my sister lebih cenderung ke arah masculine. Tak tau lar pengaruh datang dari mana.....mungkin sebab cousins yang sebaya mostly are boys. Diorang lar yang bawak masuk semak, panjat pokok, main sumpit, ....eerrrrr rosakkan sawah padi orang......hehehehehe.....




I was never really a tomboy or pengkid.....hamba cuma suka dressing macam lelaki, cakap and bejalan agak macam jantan. Nasib pakai tudung.....takde lar nampak cam jantan sangat. Dulu masa zaman sekolah rendah, arwah Aki (grandfather) siap belikan kain batik suruh pakai masa balik kampung....rimas dia tengok hamba pakai seluar (pendek lak tu)....tu tak campur dengan rimas mata dia tengok hamba duduk atas pokok. I still remember when I was 12, during school holiday (after balik dari kampung) my Mom asked me to write an essay tajuk "Kenapa saya nak jadi lelaki".....bila pikir2 balik.....entah2 dia bengang pasal kena sound ngan arwah Aki........MINTAK AMPUN MAK!!!!



Hamba dressing ala2 jantan ni sampai kat Pre-Med rasanya. Dulu pegi kuliah pakai baju kurung (wajib pakai) ngan boot Dr. Martens tu.....(dulu rasa cool, skang rasa bodoh...). Taste kejantanan hamba ni termasuk sekali dengan my choice of music.....apa yang most boys listen to, itulah kesukaan hamba.... Bila dah nak masuk Med School, taste ni dah tone down sebab minat kepada menda2 boyish ni dah bertukar kepada minat kepada the boys themselves......hahahahaha....hormon tengah naik tu!!!!! (nasib en.Hubby minat minah rock...hehehehe) Masa ni dah start pakai skirt, pakai handbag, pakai high heels.....pakai make-up....
But still saki-baki taste jantan tu masih ada.....


Hamba dari dulu allergic tengok kaler pink and purple. My colors are blue, black, grey, green.....dan seumpama dengannya. Masa pregnant anak sulong pun dah bertekad, kalau anak pompuan pun hamba tak akan beli kaler pink. Now anak dah 3, semua jantan.....baru terasa teringin nak beli baju budak pompuan comel2....floral kaler pink.....waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! 

Taste ala jantan ni boleh dilihat kat rumah, dalam kereta, bilik kat opis....etc. Langsir kat rumah hamba kalau tak plain, coraknyer mostly geometrik.....bunga2, renda2.....tak suka. Pinggan mangkuk kalau yang ada bunga2 tu semua peninggalan arwah mother in law....yang beli sendiri semuanya modern contemporary. Kereta hamba takde sebarang bunga ker or pewangi bereben-reben ker....(rasanya yang ni mungkin sebab en.Hubby kot). Kalau tengok meja opis female colleague yang lain.....adoi, memang meja hamba takde feminine touch langsung......

Sejak gila menjahit ni baru hamba sedar, my selection of fabric pattern pun kebanyakannya dipengaruhi taste yang tak cukup feminine. Secara naturalnya hamba akan pilih dark colors, geometric pattern or kalau bright color mesti pilih plain. Bila ada yang mintak color pink baru beli....itupun susah hamba nak buat pilihan........memang cantik tapi tak berkenan di hati. Tengok orang lain punya craft pun kebanyakannya semua comel2.....hamba nak buat comel2 n flower2 pun anak semua boys....sendiri nak pakai....????......eeerrrrrr........I have to be more feminine....


So hamba dah bertekad.....raya tahun depan nak tukar langsir semua corak bunga2....kalau boleh kaler purple or red ker.....(masih belum bersedia untuk pink....). Nak beli bunga2 hias rumah.....bunga yang more feminine, bukan bunga matahari lagi dah....





Ehmmmmm....apa lagi nak tambah supaya jadi lebih feminine...????? ......Mungkinkah.....ANAK PEREMPUAN????.......errrkkkkkk......









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  1. masuk semak ms kecik2 best kan...zaman skang...anak dara masuk semak..kuar2 dh lain jadik..hehehhe

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